I think I need someone older and stronger to lean on; someone to physically assist me. But my parents certainly donβt work for that and therapists do good work but donβt fit well. I need someone whoβs always there, will always listen and whom I can trust wholeheartedly; of which no one I can rn
Iβd like to think Iβm just succumbing to chronic stress, anxiety, depression, and fatigue but idk. Even with rest and good treatment; even on good days; it still happens. Maybe not as often and sometimes not at all; but still.
Wish my inhibition was stronger. Far too prone to outbursts or over sharing. it comes across as immature and I shouldnβt be. Iβm 20 but why am I stuck in the mentality of a teen? Itβs partly gotten better with age but itβs also gotten worse. Maybe itβs meds, maybe itβs a lack of em. Maybe Iβm broken
After much consideration, I have come to realize that foxes are VERY overrated. So now effective immediately, instead of foxes there shall be BNUUY instead πππππ