...as a means of survival. Acting and immersing as this woman, being her and feeling her, becoming her.

To a point she was her. A point where more of her was her new self than that past beforehand.

She was this woman...

March 19, 2026 - 11:56 UTC

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I wish I could tell my kid self she could be this woman.
That it wasn't a means of faking something that was already there.

I feel grief for that kid.

I never did as much writing later as I did back then.
It's coming up 3 years soon that I've been on HRT.
I found the old notebooks I wrote in...
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I never forgot the name of the woman in that story I liked. Naming characters was the most fun with writing, playing with terminology and etymology.

Her name is Almach-Vera.
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