It’s a terrible feeling, whenever I scroll on Twitch and find out that someone has banned me from their stream.

I am never given the reason why, all I could think of is the time I got Cancelled for nothing. And I am left alone with my mistakes. Falling deeper into a shredded mentality.

March 13, 2026 - 00:08 UTC

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*hugs*

The lack of closure is something that could always weight on you. I know it's hard, but do what you can to move on and move forward. Love & hugs for you, ReiLyn. <3
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Thank you SlowPoke. ;w;
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Some of the things I wished I can turn back time and reflect upon my mistakes and make them right. But it’ll never be. I’m just here waiting for a chance to move on, when in reality it’s always going to haunt me for a long time.

Until that mistake is resolved I’ll never be whole. 😔
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Im sure that is difficult, repeating yourself a lot of time guiltiness.
but someday need to go forward, sometimes those errors possibly didnt exist
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