Yeah "complicated" is the word lol. I think the term "aegosexual" (into sex but only if it's others/in fantasy) might apply to me. Even stuff like teasing can be awkward, double for RPing, because I feel weird saying I'm doing stuff that I probably wouldn't actually be interested in doing IRL haha

April 07, 2025 - 01:31 UTC

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God, the teasing/RP thing is such a mess for me lol. There are times when I feel like I’m really nailing it, but like 80% of the time I feel super clumsy and awkward cuz I don’t even know what I’d want said to me, much less them. I get super anxious that I’m misinterpreting things too ahaha
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And as far as actually doing stuff with folks it’s so up in the air. Like yeah, I’d crank it with a friend! That sounds like a great time! But touching their stuff? Maybe! Them touching my stuff? Possibly next time! Time for toys? Answer unclear!
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