Unable to sleep imagining everything is going to go wrong again
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Reading through mychart and crying all over again from the viability ultrasound to the e.r. one one week later just. Man.
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And now Ive booked a scan for tomorrow and like

Its either bad news.

Or its fine but it still wont feel good because it doesnt even matter

But I expect it to be bad and idek why
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Just being alive is amazing!
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