i hate burnout lmao i manage to do one thing (piece by piece over days, but nevertheless) and while i'm doing it i'm thinking "maybe i'm climbing out of this hole" and then as soon as i finish it the walls of that hole suddenly get a mile taller and i slide back to the bottom of it cursing existence

April 09, 2026 - 12:39 UTC

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now i just want to sleep and make the static in my brain shut up, but i can do neitherrrrr yaaaay
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it's like. if you have ADHD you already know "do [necessary thing]? impossible. i will do [random thing brain has latched onto] instead" but then add "even *thinking* about [anything remotely in necessary thing's radius] feels like Millions Of Bees Poking My Brain" to it and: hahaha ha. haaa
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